i keep pretending im ok and happy again, but im not. im just so fucking fed up and tired of getting fucked over. i have given up on making others happy. i should just be selfish like everyone else, then maybe ill get what i want. whatever.

disparateyouth:

sometimes i drop things and am too lazy to pick them up, like pencils, or my hopes and dreams

(Source: njena, via brandonaguilar)